Maybe we’ll cry
Or the tears will stay inside
In the form of questions and pleas
‘My Lord, my God, why have you forsaken me?’
We’ll question our foundations
When they suddenly seem to crumble
In the heave of baseless arguments
Have I thrown myself into arms that cannot hold me?
Is all that I have believed a myth?
But we’ll choose to stay
Because our faith is unexplainable
Sometimes even to us the torch bearers
Maybe we’ll lie
Not much in speech but more in deed
Fruitless outcomes from priceless seed
We’ll lock the knowledge in our homes
And step out in disguise
Because the price of fitting is way smaller
And the knowledge sometimes asks too much
So we will hide
Like Eve and Adam
Maybe we’ll stop
Numbed by the constant failure
Paralyzed by fear of repetitive let down
So contrasting our sin against perfect God
We are sometimes drawn in
Other times the condemnation wins
Some days we want Him
Some days we only want to want Him
But still we show up
And even we weak ones, He lets in
Maybe we’ll die
By hanging, by hunger, by murder
Like some who went before
Long and brutal
Maybe short and painless
Our very own may suddenly become Sanhedrin
Charging us for the truth we profess
And then when all our talk has been falsified
They’ll leave us on a cross, crucified
Our hearts may stop
But Christ remains the hope of glory within us
Maybe he’ll find us
In a field planning for the next harvest
In our beds, dreaming about what could have been
On the road, right amid traffic
Or in cathedrals, hands lifted
On floors, seeking a sign
He will come like a thief in the night
Clad in Majesty, matchless knight
He will come
And straighten all our maybes
He will carry all our weights
He will sit with us on the floor and whisper, ‘No more’
And there all the suffering will cease
In the arms of the one who sees
So we wait!